A touch of winter

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A lonely boy pressed start
His video game, staticky, turned on
He saw his mother
Chills

VR headset taking him to another dimension
Where science and literature are one
He stops, he freezes
He finds a Doritos taco loco, uneaten on the floor

Bends down to touch it
Sees a different planet
It has centaurs and dragons, oh my
What’s next? A shooting star?

He can’t remember how he got here 
He ventures into the nothing, not sure if nothing is something or privation of something 
His head, not spinning, alarms him. 

The British are coming
Their redcoats aflame
A strawberry daq is calling his name
Never so frustrated, never so parched. 

He’s mentally healthy, not torn apart
But his lightsaber is glowing, it wants to attack 
It’s not red, not green, not blue, not purple
It’s some shade like Guadalupe, not in our spectrum. 

His mother emerges
Am I not here?
Who loves you and holds you and wants to be seen?

I can’t tell you I love you
I fear you’re far off
On your own distant planet
Afraid of the dark. 

But I can say how are you
And how do you do
Because I know you better than even you know you. 

And I know that I’ve hurt you
I know I’ve done wrong
But if you’ll sit beside me, right here in my arms
You’ll still hear my heartbeat, I’ll still say your name
I’ll tell you I love you without saying a thing. 

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